First impression lasts. I backstubb first, then I sorry, then I was pretty insecured then I sorry. I think, they will never trust me again. it's my fault. But, I always sorry to them, promise it was sincered. For now, I still hope that we will be friends again. God forgive us, a million times. So his mankind will do too. Ü I feel down, I treat myself as nothing. But, I've learned that it's a simple thing. Don't get affected.